Yes or No......?

I just can't decided wether or not I like it... or rather wether or not I want to do it......

I have great respect for the people who pull it off.
question arrises... Is it because I truly don't like it? or because its scrutinizingly(if that is even a word) and excruciatingly  difficult.?
If the latter then HELL... NO..!!!!. Im not giving up.. until Iv'e kicked its butt....!!!
But if the former... hmmmmmmm... ..... then why? put? myself? through the hours of boredom...
It feels so tight and limiting.... (Anyone with any knowledge on the subject would have let off a low snort of annoyance at the naive pigheadedness of that remark).......
Is there really a point if its not what I want....

I have to admit.. I've learnt a certain amount of control and my arms are rippling with muscles that they didn't know existed before..... (a definite plus)


now for the ultimate question.. after hearing all of the rumbling,,,,,,
should I carry on? or no?.............
p.s. What IT is precisely.... is irrelevant but here is a clue in case